3RD DAY OF THE 21 DAYS
Things will not go back to normal. There was never normal.
What you consider normal was your brain caught up in a loop of comfort with no spark of life in your days.
Your life is not interesting, and you are not g...
2ND DAY OF THE 21 DAYS
Yesterday was all right. At least I did not spend an evening in the corners of my comforts.
70 minutes on the treadmill, 20 minutes of reading, learned to bake brown burger buns and exercised for 60 seconds (Yes 1 minute).
Not forg...
6TH DAY OF THE 21 DAYS
My writing and thoughts have been shallow lately.
Is it because I Am writing truthfully or??
I mean I Am documenting how I spend my days.
I am not borrowing anyone's words but expressing what m...
12TH DAY OF THE 21 DAYS
12th day into the 21 days lockdown, I just broke down.
Fear has found my spirit.
I am worried about my business.
In all my worries I remember that worries won't make it ANY better.
The best I...
13TH DAY OF THE 21 DAYS
I am writing this letter to myself.
Yesterday a virus caught my mind.
I am swimming in fear.
Where will the next customer come from?
How am I going to pay my levies and taxes?
&...
15TH DAY OF THE 21 DAYS
It is sinking in people's minds that things will never be normal.
Prepare yourself for an uncertain future.
It may be difficult but at least it will be different and more often different is good.
16TH DAY OF THE 21 DAYS
Keeping a healthy routine is very crucial for those who are after a certain goal.
Your healthy routine is not mine and mine, not yours.
What works for you might not work for me.
My routine is boring ...
17TH DAY OF THE 21 DAYS
I remember when I was happy at a tender age.
I was white like a dove, there was nothing but the truth in my feathers.
Then I got older.
I don't know if it got this way, or it started with a lie.
&n...
18TH DAY OF THE 21 DAYS
This pandemic reminds me of Job.
He asked if we shall only accept good from God and not adversity.
I am feeling the heat of COVID-19 in my business.
It was joyful and amazing when I gained properties.
...19TH DAY OF THE 21 DAYS
All you have is life.
You can complain.
Curse and cry.
You can shout, get angry and become sad.
You can jump and do it all.
Say how unfair things are. You can subject your...
21ST DAY OF THE 21 DAYS
Have a reason or something that helps you stay your course.
Too many things are happening at the moment.
The economy is weakening.
People are losing jobs.
People are getting sick, and death i...
4TH DAY OF THE 21 DAYS
Yesterday was alright.
It started slowly, but eventually picked up.
I spend my days in the corners of my mind, Where I beat myself up and create a dark world.
It gets better when I get on top of the ...
7TH DAY OF THE 21 DAYS
I ended up conversing with my partner about good habits and bad habits.
How the conversation came to be, I don't know. All I know is that I was told that masturbation and sex are my bad habits.
I was attacked for ...
9TH DAY OF THE 21 DAYS
I missed my daily posting from the 7th day.
That does not mean my mind stopped working, or the world stopped turning.
I kept my routine, just that I did a minimum on reading, writing, and the treadmill.
During these past fe...
20TH DAY OF THE 21 DAYS
My mother believes in me.
She does not understand how much that means to me.
The best thing is that I believe in myself.
Thank you, Mama.
BEING HUMAN
Being Human
We feel (Anger, Love, Frustration, Happiness, and More)
We think
We fuck up
We make up
Our days are mixed up with the above.
I am Human,
I don't have an explanation of why at the ...