A lie we tell ourselves.

Someday or when an event this or that happens things will be...

better,

peaceful,

I will be able to start,

Once this happens, I can feel...

All these are lies we tell ourselves.

It's never going to happen.  The lucky break you desperately yearn for won't deliver the life that suits your circumstances.

You have to make the time and practice the lucky breaks you need, in the form of stillness, and gratitude.

No person, someplace, or certain alignment of events will give you what you need if your inner self is in conflict.

What then? Look inside. Examine yourself, and your set of values. Align your efforts according to nature's will.